okay so previous jernoul i was a bit stressed out about v-day being so close but atmi'm not so bummed. i'm spending the friday at my friend Leanne and the on the saturday(v-day) i am going to stay at my friend Becca
this weekend will be filled with fun! gonna have a right laugh!

So another Valentines-day is fast aprouaching and i am alone. Completely alone.
All ready i am sick to the back teath of it all!!
Every where i look there are big red hearts, giant teddy bears and the words "I Love You" written over EVERYTHING!! the 3 words i never hear and they are splashed everywhere, ment for everyone but me. sucks.

okay so have you ever been sitting on your own thinking about life and wonder where it all went wrong?

well thats what i've just done...

and i managed to pin point the exact moment i fucked up my life and everyone who cared about me...

its also the moment i stopped being a sweet girl that everyoe liked and became a cold heartless bitch...

now i worked out that my life changed and i became a bitch back while i was still at school and my therapist would say yes but this happened and that so it wasn't my fault...

lets face it, it was my fault if i had a problem i should have sorted it not fucked everyone over...

so i've just gone through EVERYTHING on my computer internet, logs, emails and cried for hours...

now i am ready to grow up and stop fuking about...

its my life i control it and i should be strong enough live it my own way

!!!FREE!!!

THANK YOU

p.s. i'd just like to apologise to everyone who put up with me or i hurt

Instructions:
Start with 100%. Bold everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1. Smoked.
YES
2. Drank alcohol.
YES
3. Cried when someone died.
YES
4. Been drunk.
YES
5. Had sex.
YES... *IS ASHAMED*
6. Been to a concert.
UMM YES I LOVE LIVE MUSIC!
7. Gotten/given a handjob.
UUUHHH YES... *BURRIES HERSELF*
8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
HELL NO!!! EWWWWWWWWWWWWW
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
DEPENDS... YES
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
HELL NO!

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 92%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
BY SOMEONE ELSE BLERCK YES
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
XD YEAH ITS HELERIOUS
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
I DONT REMEMBER NO
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
YES T_T
15. Been to prom.
YES IS WAS FUNNY!
16. Cried at school.
YEAH I'M A WIMP
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
NOT THAT I KNOW OF NO
18. Went streaking.
ON SIMS 2 LOL YEAH AND WHEN I WAS LIKE 2 ON THE BEACH
19. Given or received a lap dance.
LOOOL NOPE
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. UHH YEAH ONLY FRIENDS THOUGH

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
NOPE
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
YES
23. Kissed a stranger.
NO THATS PATHETIC
24. Hugged a stranger.
NO
25. Went scuba diving.
YES
26. Driven a car.
YES (cant wait till i can)
27. Gotten an x-ray.
NOPE
28. Hit by a car.
NOPE
29. Had a party.
YUP
30. Done serious drugs.
NO!!! THATS SICK!!

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
NOPE
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
NOPE
33. Run away from home.
YUP
34. Broken a bone.
NOPE
35. Eaten sushi.
NOPE! BEEN TOLD TO THOUGH
36. Bought porn.
YUCK NO
37. Watched porn.
UHH NO!
38. Made porn.
WTF NO
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
YUP
40. Been in love.
I DONT KNOW... I THINK SO YE

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78%

41. French kissed.
YES
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
YESSSS
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
Y-Y YES
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
LOL HOW DOES THAT WORK NO!
45. Stabbed yourself.
NO NO
46. Shot a gun.
YEAH AT THE FAIR
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
ACCIDENTALLY BUT I TOLD THEM WHAT I SAID AND WHY I SAID IT AND APPOLOGISED
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
YUP
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
NO IS THAT POSSIBLE?
50. Watched an animal die.
YEAH 's rat

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 71%

51. Watched a person die.
NO WELL NEARLY
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
UMMM YEAH!
53. Pranked somebody.
YEAH I'VE TRIED
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
YEAH MY MUM BY ACCIDENT
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
YEAH A FEW TIMES HAHA
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
YUP
57. Dressed punk.
LOL YEAH ALOT OF THE TIME
58. Dressed goth.
YEAH I USED TO ALOT
59. Dressed preppy.
YEAH AS A JOKE
60. Been to a motocross race.
YEAH

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62%

61. Avoided somebody.
YES
62. Been stalked.
NO
63. Stalked someone.
NO
64. Met a celebrity.
YEAH
65. Played an instrument.
VIOLIN, DRUMS, PIANO AND GUITAR YES
66. Ridden a horse.
YES
67. Cut yourself.
YES
68. Bungee jumped.
NO
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
NO
70. Been to a wild party.
YES

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 56%%

71. Got caught stealing something.
NO
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
BY ACCIDENT YEA
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
........ yS
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
NO
75. Got arrested.
NO
77. Babysat.
YES
78. Been to another country.
YES
79. Started your house on fire.
NO
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
I DONT KNOW NO

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 52%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
NO
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
YES
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
YEAH
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or MORE.
YEAH
85. Sat on your butt all day.
YEAH
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
YEAH
87. Had a job.
YEAH
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
NO
89. Been called a whore.
YEAH
90. Danced like a whore.
NO

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 45%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
NO
92. Been in a car accident.
YEA
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
YEAH
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
YEAH
95. Raped somebody.
WTF LOL NO
96. Danced in the rain.
HELL YEAH ALL THE TIME!!
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
NO
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
YEAH BOTH
100. Been raped.
.........................................(N)

PERCENTAGE TOTAL: 30%

GOD THATS BAAAD

I got tagged by

1) Write Rules
2) Write 8 things about yourself
3) In the end, tag 8 people and add them to the journal
4) Message each of them that they were tagged
5) You can't tag the person who tagged you

1. i am at highlands college doing an Art and Design degree
2. I'm seeing my mummy, step daddy and baby brother george in 16 days!
3. i haven't seen my mummy, step daddy and baby brother George in 77DAYS!!
4. i love to bite people! i always do ... so look out...
5. i have a strange obsession with old anime! anyone says they haven't seen Rainbow Brite or Sailor Moon i'll bite them!
6. i might have blue hair in a few weeks... i mean complettly BLUE!!
7. i'm entering a Jewlery design compotition to win my design being sold all over the world and go to japan to colect my prize money!! (fingers crossed i win guys... its the home of ALL anime!!!)
8. I'VE ALREADY DONE THIS SO SOMEONE ELSE DO IT THIS TIME!!!

i tag EVERYONE who LOVES anime!!!